During the present time of intense personal transition, soul searching often brings me to sudden flashes of thought that I want to keep for further processing. My mind is like a pond full of colorful fish, and I grab the brightest ones to keep. At any moment, I am in the habit of tearing up bits of paper and writing the words out, then leaving the scraps around in obvious sight. Good thing I am single now, this might drive a companion crazy.
But it is because of suddenly being single that so much thinking is occurring. It feels good, coming into complete ownership of my life and understanding my path. Here are some thoughts I have collected on my scraps of notes:
Life experience = body. Bless this body, amen.
The universe is shifting everything in my favor.
He carried His cross to His own martyrdom.
All the weak and diseased leaves and branches are falling off the strong tree.
Does my ego identify with sufferer? (Poor me!) Let that go and become properly identified.
What is my experience? How is it accessed? Do I attach emotions? Keep everything blessed in the present. Do not imagine, just keep blessing from present time. Awake sleeper!
HEAL INTO LOVE. Be bound to nothing else.
Bless my entire life . . . I hold it, honor all experience and go forward with joy.
Consciously call Higher Powers—Spirit to enter memories and records of life—to heal loss through generations—especially mother.
Be one with the essence of life. Bring awareness and thought there—not elsewhere.
Go out in the world—homeless and free. Meet someone each day who is worth telling about—share, make a book, YouTube etc.
My life is not separate events but a fabric woven of Spirit.
Pull together. Constrain. Pull stomach in and hold power. Tighten buns. Hold power.
Weak souls are aware of emptiness that they seek to fill with material things and satisfactions. This is short term relief. More intense craving follows.
Desire is self-flagellation.